I know I can have whatever I want. In order to set aside my past habits and thought patterns – which have only proven to produce only what I do not want – I must first learn to visualize what I DO want.
If nothing changes, nothing changes.
Sadly, many people stop doing great work (either consciously or unconsciously) because they know they’re powerful beyond measure – and that’s a truth which often scares even the bravest among us. Marianne Williamson was right…it is out light, not our darkness which scares us the most.
before I can bring about change in my physical life, first, I need to learn how to count on myself. I’ll do the thing when push comes to shove…but I need to learn how to do it before I’m backed into a corner, or up against a deadline. I’ve proven my abilities…to earn income, keep a house in a nice, safe neighbourhood. Have kids who want for nothing. Be the best hockey-mom. etc. Even for myself, my ability to create is solid. Follow-up ability is haphazard. Doing something for myself…still struggling, big time. I’ll do it for anyone else,..just not used to making ‘me’ a priority.
Looking for the answers ‘outside’ your true self is nothing more than running from your own greatness. As I write this, I am overcome with guilt as I have been doing just that – running from my own greatness, keeping both my Good, and my Great, under wraps. Liken it to a wick-less firecracker – lying dormant until suddenly it is exposed to one tiny flame…except I’m stubborn so I needed a full-on cataclysmic event to ignite the firecracker inside me. Because honestly, Marianne Williamson had it right – it does scare me.
It’s all too easy to fall into the trap of mindlessly regurgitated language. When speakers gravitate toward any one of these AWESOME (or similar) adjectives to describe the world around them, it’s time to visit the thesaurus for a few peppery alternatives. Selecting unique adjectives demonstrates more original thinking. The same holds true for my ‘fan club’…those who cheer me on towards my own greatness. I do not simply want a mindless claque (defined as: a band of people hired to applaud an act or persons), I want to inspire people; to move them at the core of who they truly are, to help steer their return to innocence.
With the help and encouragement through MKE, I’ve realized I cannot possibly serve other people unless I serve myself first. In order to realize my true purpose and live my calling, I first need to treat myself as my first project…I must love myself enough to put as much focus on me as I would on anyone else.
In my MKE18 LOVE blog, I repeated the known fact that with love all things are possible. If LOVE is all we need to do, then LOVE is also all we need to know. Therefore, by focusing on LOVE by helping others get what they want, it’s a Universal law that by default, we will also get everything we ever wanted. We don’t have to believe in Gravity to know its a thing…LOVE is the same way. All we have to do is trust in LOVE as much as we trust in gravity.
Be your own gravity.
Trust. It’s already inside you.